Been a minute since I asked these cards about writing. What I asked is if I posses the skills of a writer, not so much because I believe I don’t, but I figured if I got some disheartening cards back, I may have to re-think what I want this chapter in my life to look like.
What I got was an affirmation of the time – exactly what tarot is, mind you – a window into the tools one has in front of them, the option of energies either to use, or not. For this I turned to my very first tarot deck , The Da Vinci Tarot. Seemed fitting that while revisiting old doubts I summon an old deck, the deck that was with me 2 years ago when on the road writing From The Other Seat, the deck that birthed the idea of incorporating tarot into my blog as a way to lighten the pressure, and to offer fodder as I continued to explore the act of writing.
I still love the dark romanticism these cards evoke. Even on the positively inclined cards, the images appear wistful – perfect for the writers mind. There’s a seriousness to the tone of this deck, it begs that you consider the balance of light and dark when interpreting the message.
So here’s what turned up. They all popped out on their own in this order: Ten of Chalices, Four of Swords, and the Knave of Chalices.
As a quick intuitive interpretation, Ten’s are a completion and an end to a cycle. Ten of Chalices says both yes, you have everything you need, all the passion is there, either your nurturing your talents or that the energy exists for you to do so. But ten’s are also the end of a cycle, not to say it’s all going to go to shit afterwards, but with every ending, there is a new beginning, and there will be a change, a shift. How have you shaped your perception, how will you have used that nurturing love of, say, a mother and her baby? How will your baby grow?
Fitting that question follows into the Four of Swords because this signifies a sabbatical, a much needed time out. Swords signify thoughts and assessing what those thoughts mean to you. The Four of Swords is recharging the batteries and making sure that these thoughts are yours and yours alone. I love how the figure in this image looks entirely confident and totally at peace, as if he’s Siddhartha, having come back from a long walk in the valley you see behind him. He knows the answer, or at least has a sense, he’s got the key there in front of him, but he’s taking his time. There’s no hurry, the journey will continue when the time is right.
Timing is key, for the right thing at the wrong time would no longer be the right thing.
And this is why taking a step aside to make time for inner contemplation is so important. One must cultivate the patience to wait for the right time.
The description in the Da Vinci Tarot reference book calls it “peaceful receptivity”. One must have a clear state of mind before making any decisions on the future, and this card signals a time to calm the mind, to find a quiet place all your own, trust in the process, and be open and objective about the path ahead. The figure in the Four of Swords is receptive enough to adapt to anything that might challenge this sense of peace – he’s found equilibrium or is currently seeking it. He’s not taking advice from others, he’s looking within and collecting his own personal strength. It’s one of my favorite cards because it tends to always come up when a sabbatical is needed. I love sabbatical’s, I just took one actually, so I feel like the card that answers my question, whether I posses the skills of a writer, is the third in this spread.
In the third card, the Knave of Chalices is renewed passion. Knaves, or knights, refer to young energies, sometimes young people. It could be that a young person will inspire you, or that a new burst of inspiration is just in it’s beginning phase, but the fact is – it’s there. It’s naked, and vulnerable, innocent, wanting; emotions pure and simple, raw and abundant, observing the world in a new way, with new words to color what it sees and feels. It’s love, new love, for a person, for a task, for life… for whatever. Life is presenting this now, or it’s coming very soon.
Mid writing this, I got a call about a job, an editing position. I think the initial phone interview went well. They said they’d follow up next week. Promising.
Almost immediately after, my roommate beckoned me to the kitchen where an owl sat sitting on the window ledge. It flew away and was replaced by a pair of cardinals singing to each other, male and female. Owl omens are usual seen as the harbinger of death, could be a metaphysical one, but with death is renewal. Cardinals are a see as a message that you’ve been visited by spirit. The air is ripe with new love, opportunity, and you have the support from a divine quarter to keep going.
Anyway, I’ve lost focus, gone off the metaphysical deep end, so I’ll leave this here. Musical selection is The Tallest Man on Earth – The Gardener. His lyrics are wrought with symbols and they really speak to me. Hope this post was interesting in some way. Mostly, if anyone is reading, thank you. Happy to share this space with you.
Be well, love often, and enjoy!